What will I do with what I find in me?

"for whatever we lose (like a you or me)
it's always ourselves we find in the sea"

- E.E. Cummings

I must lose my envy and let my mind fly free .

I must lose my anger and not be snappy.

I must lose my hangups before I am beyond recovery.

I must lose my ego and look beyond you and me.

I must lose my fears of ridicule and mockery.

I must lose my shyness and open myself to discovery.

Only then will I find the actual me.

Only then will I be truly happy.

But if I lose all those that is me,

What will I do with what I find in me?